Autobiography
by Megan Daniels
I am leading a caravan of rowdy Indians, walking through a huge, twisting, winding, twenty-five foot tall maze, where only one will be crowned champion.
I have seen those Indians ride away without me, leaving me to walk home.
I have heard the cannons of the pirates of the Caribbean, rocking in a boat, swaying and not trying to fall in.
I have been where they all stand. Holding hands, waiting to find a way home. Lost and lonely is what they feel. Soon they will be home, but first they must see and hear what I have heard. They must go where I go: to games where I am running hard, playing hard, to Utah to smell fresh air, to Disney Land two times to meet Mr. Mouse, to Yellowstone where geysers erupt, to hear the slow steady harmony of Church bells on Sunday.
They must see the one I cared about being snatched out of my hands. For me to feel incomplete without the small baby cousin.
I have seen people get hurt.
I have seen people win and lose.
I have seen people laugh and cry.
I have heard the wind howl, telling me to keep going. Those Indians standing there, holding hands. They have been where I have seen what I have seen.
Heard what I heard.
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